Musings for 3/22/2018

Boy did I have a wonderful epiphany yesterday! And then I got fatigued, and almost decided not to share it. Such are the cycles of my life.

But I digress and want to share the epiphany. I have already written about the multitude of stuff I have given away lately, or sold. It’s complicated for me because it represents my “old life.” You know the one that had a physical Erin in it? That one. The one where I had it all and didn’t know it. I’m digressing again.

I was driving yesterday to meet a fellow I went to high school with to give him the Elvis stuff. He’s a huge Elvis fan, and while so am I, if I kept it the stuff would sit in a box and not be enjoyed. So I’m driving to meet him and I suddenly thought about abundance. Most people equate abundance with money. Some spiritual people equate it with the love you have in your life. I guess I split the difference and realized that I had an abundance of stuff, and was abundantly sharing it with others. I have had a few instances where the people receiving seemed overjoyed, and it gave me joy! There’s some more abundance for you. All of this abundance that I didn’t realize I had, and an abundance of gratitude and joy on top of that. Wow.

It may seem like a small concept but it’s huge. I was pondering what I have in the bank, which as of yesterday was $37 until I get paid tomorrow. I was trying to be thankful for having enough to pay my bills and for things I need. I also have enough for things I want – I have not been skimpy with my spending, and I was able to pay for car tags and something else that I now forget what it was. So the low bank balance bothered me and I thought, I am feeling lack. And then the universe answered me by showing me how abundant my life actually is.

It’s an important thing for me to notice (and you too by the way). I may have a lot of higher dimensional views but I am still living life as a 3D human with bills and wants and needs. Until our world changes, we must continue to move around in that construct. It doesn’t mean that we can’t make our lives easier by changing perceptions, but we must work with the construct that we live within.

It also occurs to me that some of you may not see the value of changing perceptions, so here goes…By realizing that I am already experiencing abundance, I also build more trust that things will flow and work out. All things. That lessens worry, and you know how stressful worry can be. Less stress, well that’s a beautiful thing and I don’t have to tell you why. See how the dominoes fall?

I also want to take a minute to express my deep gratitude to those who I was able to give something to. Thank you for sharing joy and abundance with me. It was a mutually beneficial experience and put a smile on my face. You also helped me to get through a situation that has been painful for me. Even though I no longer wanted or needed those things, they meant something to me, and deciding to part with them was a big change. Thank you for participating in making that easier. I am deeply grateful.

Blessings, namaste, and #missingerin <3