I am somewhat surprised that it has been so long since last writing. I’ve had a rough few years with my health and how I feel. It was a catch 22 because when I feel bad, I don’t express and process. And when I don’t express and process, I feel bad. It’s a viscous cycle and I really need to take my own advice and not stay in it!
But I also had a wonderful 3 year stint with my job with wonderful people (for the most part). Working long hours, even at a job you love, doesn’t give you much time to write. I couldn’t do it from my job’s local network and typing on my phone was just too hard for more than a few sentences. I have fat fingers lol!
So what all has changed?
I got a new laptop. I had been using Erin’s laptop, and it was long overdue for a change of energy. I have it packed away and will keep it forever and ever but it was slowly dying.
I’m in between programs. For those of you who don’t know, I’m an IT manager. I like to keep my professional life out of things here but it’s a huge part of who I am. I use my spiritual gifts and intuition, as well as common sense, to lead teams of people and execute mission goals. I’ll be great if the GF ever drafts me. Maybe it will be like Starship Troopers but less dangerous.
I paid off my car – first car I’ve ever paid off so woo hoo! That’s not really relevant here but what the hell. I’m excited about it. On that note, I owe less than $7K on my student loan. Woo hoo! I’ll have it paid off before I’m 52.
I have been blessed with two new cats. Larry came to us as a 4-5 week old stray last year, and we just adopted Helios who is around 7 mo old to play with her. Buffy is 11 now, fat, and just can’t be bothered.
I had surgery on my knee, shoulder, and thyroid within a year of each other. All on the right side. For those of you who are knowledgeable on that sort of thing, I know the right side is significant but I’ve just been too overwhelmed to gain clarity. So maybe you can clue me in?!
I started seeing a homeopathic practitioner. Some of my issues are old, and it’s been painful. I am getting over a migraine now in fact. But it also has helped me to open up to write again. Woo hoo!
I have been reconnecting with old friends of all kinds. I love that. Everyone I’ve ever met is in my heart somewhere. Thank you for being you.
I bet many of us have had tons of changes since we were all forced indoors for awhile. That is another topic entirely, but let me just say that I hope you are transforming or have transformed like the butterfly that I know you are. We are in this together, so let’s keep communicating.
Love and blessings,
Nicole
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i’ve been going through a ton of crap myself. bouncing between christianity and my ashtar-dragon self. god really surprised me today though with some extreme kindness, and verified, again, for me that I CAN be a christian and a dragon and that in fact I DO have selves that are dragon/non-human and that I can indeed still work with them and fit into working with jesus as well. I am very sure now that god in fact does not want to make more WAR between human and fae/dragon, but in fact actually does want peace… and even the bible says that god can do the impossible. many beings have said that making peace after 30,000 years of war is utterly impossible– well then, it’s in writing and god can do it. I want to be part of the peace process, it is probably why I am still here. I remember about you and Morya, the white dragon. my dragon self, Azurethi (pronounced, ah-zuu-reht-thee) is a blue dragon… probably earning his fringes of white. a blue-white now. I have been learning about the endless possibilities on what god can do with DNA, despite the evil rich illuminathi suckers’ intentions with us to play with our DNA and drop the population/make everyone sick so they have to pay the doctors by putting poisons in almost all of our food, etc. there is also “smart dust” and “Magellan’s fiber” that are put on a swab, and then they stick it way up into where your sinuses touch your brain and then twist the swab… it is a way of inserting smart dust, the fiber and other AI chips so they can link it to the 5g network and have more chances to control you/screw with you. …but I have been praying with god to literally awaken the entire planet’s DNA before they can beat us to the punch and he has been answering my prayers, even though they seem too large for anyone to be praying for. have been working literally on a galactic level with some of them. the reptilian(bad kind) collective is almost completely under father god’s thumb now and pretty soon they will feel the pinch. we are NOT going to let them just waltz in and take over the planet after been spoon-fed with their so-called gifts of technology for 70 years. anyhoo, I could talk your ear off. you should pick a topic. im gonna go listen to music and what not. the reason you are in so much pain and trouble is probably because someone up there in the darkness has noticed that you are a lightworker and that they need to go and try to put out your flames. same thing happens to me when I attack the dark too much— it attacks back! so you have to have god shield you 24/7 365! I will chat with you later! 😉
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It’s nice to hear from you Jason! I hope you are doing well!