I admit it’s an odd title, but bear with me here. Last week I visited Angela Hart, who is a local (to Huntsville) Shamanic Practitioner. You’re probably asking “What is that?” Well, go to her website and read up!
It was my second visit with her. I met Angela in 2019 when she held a Shamanic Journeying workshop at the Dream Maker where she talked about the (north) American path (there is also a Peruvian path). It was very interesting and I connected with her because, well, she’s such a nice lady.
During my first appointment, I was taken by how deep into a meditative state that I went while she worked with her “team” of guides, my team, the ancestors, the elements, etc. to heal me. I had a lot of baggage so to speak and 2.5 hours later when it was over, I remembered bits and pieces but it was almost like I had been asleep or only 5 minutes had passed. I hadn’t been asleep though! I could remember her speaking and even seeing myself patiently sitting in a little room (not physically – in my mind’s eye). It took me a few months to integrate all of that, but the one thing I felt was lighter. Like I had let go of a ton of baggage. I wasn’t as sad anymore. It was freeing!
I wasn’t quite sure what I wanted to work on during my last appointment but I knew it was time to have one. I am in a state of transition in several different ways in my physical life, and it feels like standing in the mud not knowing where to go or how to get out of it. I don’t like being in a holding pattern with no where to land. I’m also weary of “drama” type situations, and did wonder when that would settle down in my life. I don’t feel like I create them but damn, they are everywhere. Turns out I am a master at dealing with change, so I guess now I am taking my PhD course in it. LOL
I left this last appointment with a strong knowing that I was attracting the right job, the right home, the right everything to me now, and that my vibration (frequency) has changed enough that a change was needed. I seem to still be in transition though, and that’s hard knowing good things are coming but aren’t here yet.
But I feel so good! Which is why I’m telling you about the experience today. I feel lighter again, and like I can take on the world. Even in a few challenging situations I felt good and not negative towards anyone or even the situation.
One neat thing to report is that the spirit of Water came in during my session and cleansed me. And at least 3 times since, when I got ready to do something challenging in my personal life, it has rained. It took me a minute each time to flip the script from “Oh no, rain” to “Oh my! Rain!” but I was able to recognize it and show my gratitude. I have also had other human helpers show up recently during a few challenging situations, helpers that were unexpected. I felt like they were lighting my way.
Each time that my “seas” start churning, and I can roll with it, it’s burning away what I no longer need to carry. Burning away the baggage, the negative stuff that no longer serves me. I’ve been doing tons of churning and burning lately!
I know I said I was going to write more often, but I had to get through this stuff first. Deep healing is transformational and sometimes you cannot transform without cocooning. I hope to be a beautiful butterfly some day <3
