Nicole
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Jul 11
Musings for 7/11/2016
It seems that I spend most of my days in complete and utter dread. Every day brings me closer to some anniversary of something that I wish had not occurred, brings me pain, and that I have to try to ignore. I have been on hyper sensitive mode lately, so if you think I have …
Jul 05
Musings for 7/5/2016
Oh boy am I depressed. I hate to admit it, mostly to myself, because it feels so damn bad and I don’t want to have to face facts that I feel this shitty. Two years ago we had a lovely July 4th, watched fireworks with Erin and friends at the Hampton House and it was …
Jun 27
Musings for 6/27/2016
Undercurrents…of ??? Many things. I see undercurrents everywhere these past few days and while there is progress, there is a lot of unseen happening all around us. That’s not news, because there always is, but what I see isn’t necessarily on the positive spectrum. They upset me too, these undercurrents. And truthfully I don’t like …
Jun 22
Musings for 6/22/2016
As I typed my very bland title (LOL), I heard two song verses in my mind. The first was “Off we go, into the wild blue yonder.” The second was Tom Petty singing “Into the great wide open, under those skies of blue…” I have to say that I do not have the foggiest idea …
Jun 20
Musings for 6/20/2016
For the last several years, Erin and I would color beautiful mandalas for the Summer Solstice and then go spend some time outside in nature. We would read summer solstice stories that almost always involved fairies and other elemental creatures, and of course their gratitude for the life-giving light of the sun. I don’t do …
Jun 13
Musings for 6/13/2016
In my I Love You post today, I focused (as I do every day) on Love. Love is sort of is a binding agent in a way, and thus focuses on our similarities. But right now I want to talk about our differences. I could not do that in my FB post because really, I …
Jun 11
Musings for 6/11/2016
It’s as if my fingers are on auto-pilot because I have no idea what to say today, yet here I am typing. I will try my best not to bore you. I was talking with a few friends earlier today about what people call clearing, or emotional clearing. It was a topic this week on …
Jun 07
Musings for 6/7/2016
Ok, so I’ve been musing privately for several days again, LOL. Really, I lay in bed at times and write a short blog in my head. Or a reply to an email or text. So if you sent me something and I didn’t reply, chances are I did but not in writing ha ha. I …
May 31
Musings for 5/31/2016
I have not written in a few days, again, but this time it’s because I’ve been busy in my “free” time. We jointly decided that it’s time to move. He hates being at home, I have to leave, but even when I’m here I am in a prison. In this prison – prison of memories …
May 09
Musings for 5/9/2016
I almost wrote 2013. Odd date to write eh? Not really if you follow spiritual circles that believe that we went into some sort of limbo at the end of 2012. I wonder if symbolically, that means we have finally started the clock again? Well that isn’t what I wanted to write about, but it …