Nicole
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Nov 09
The Journey Home
Long ago I subtitled this website “The Journey Home.” And while I had originally named it BlueStarServices, I changed my domain name to “BlueStarHome” after a few years because I felt as if that was more appropriate. The Blue Star means many things to many people – Sirius, the Hopi Blue Kachina, Regulus, and even …
Nov 08
The Irony of Change
I pulled a card from my deck late today. I went out with friends last night, had a rather good time, got home late, and was tired all day. I sang karaoke too. Never do that, but I love to sing! I have had a change in perspective since Erin died. I care much less …
Nov 06
Blah Blah
I am starting out this post today with no title. I think I said before, I usually have a theme in my mind before I start writing, but on days I do not but yet know I need to write, well, it is frustrating. In those cases, I work through my issues here. Have I …
Nov 04
Growth and Hindsight
You’ve gotta love these darn cards. At least they give me the name for my theme of the day, right? Seems after the work I did yesterday (inner work), here I am back full circle where I started so many years ago. Wasn’t it always about growth? It was for me. I sometimes let it …
Nov 04
Angel Erin
I just want to take a minute to post this beautiful drawing, given to me by Anna Kate S., one of Erin’s two best friends. I hope you can see the detail. It’s very dainty and delicate. If you look closely, you will see Erin’s half of their “Best Friends” necklaces. I thought that was …
Nov 03
Empathy – Really? For Who?
Ugh, I pulled today’s card and got Empathy: I am open to seeing both sides of a situation. It seems that my guidance really wants to drill into me that I am learning something here. I mean, seriously, if I were mentoring someone who was getting the messages I am getting I would say “I …
Oct 31
Halloween
I have run out of time today to post, but I do want to post a short bit here. As I write this, it is 2:22. One website says: Number 222 is made up of the attributes of and energies of the number 2 tripled, making number 222 a very powerful vibration. This number carries …
Oct 30
Adversity
I did not write yesterday, and obviously I am late writing today from what I normally do. I think that is because night before last, I released a lot of emotion in a way I haven’t done so for the most part. How you ask? By talking to someone. Shaun to be exact, and while …
Oct 28
Stuff. Blog. Nothing Really.
Yesterday was not a good day. I found myself isolating me from my mind all day. It didn’t matter what I was doing. The point was to keep my mind busy on some task, any task, to avoid thinking about the obvious. And therein lies the problem. This is ALWAYS on my mind. I don’t …
Oct 26
The Little Things
Had a fun trip to Auburn and Montgomery yesterday. If my tone sounds sort of flat, well, it is. I guess that is what being depressed for months will do to you. I enjoyed myself, but that is a misnomer because there wasn’t really any joy. I have been keenly aware that when I am …