Nicole

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Running the Bars

Not to the bars, lol, but the bars. I had never heard of Access Bars until recently, but I’ve had it done twice now by a lovely local lady named Melissa Posey and it was phenomenal. Both sessions were different, and timely. I’ve done a lot of emotional clearing in my life, but I came …

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Troubled Times

I am troubled, by lots of things. I hopefully finally became unblocked, but in order to get there I woke up during the night with a very vivid image of my mother in a specific dress that she wore during the 80’s. It is associated with a very bad time in my life for many …

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Unstopping the Drain

I am constipated. Really, badly constipated. And I have been for awhile. One day a month or so ago I realized it was because I’m holding everything in. It coincidentally began around the time I stopped writing and started holding everything in. By holding in, I’m not just talking about my grief and sadness. I …

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Alone

I am fully committed to titling these posts instead of using the Musings tagline that I started awhile back. I mention this because it always amazes me how the titles come to life. Those of you who are my FB friends know that Puppy died on Friday evening. I had suspected something might be wrong …

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Being Broken

It took everything to just write this sentence. Those of you who know me know that I am never, or rarely, at a loss for words. I have so much bottled up inside that I can’t even begin to express it. There are moments of insight, gratitude, clarity and the need to share that with …

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Gratitude

You have to look really close, and maybe you still won’t see it, but there is a message in that “box” of sorts in the middle. I was in the shower on Wednesday morning and finished up. As I grabbed my towel, I had one of those 2 second lightening rounds of thoughts. The “box” …

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The Age of Change

Greetings. You may have noticed I am back to actual blog titles and I can’t tell you why, only that it is time. I also am back to providing a title without knowing exactly what I am going to write. The titles come to me and voila, then so do the words. It may or …

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Communication, and Lack Of

The last time I posted I was somewhat confused. A lot has happened since then both inside and out, and I’m having a period of clarity. This journey started many years ago, and then I was fearless. I may not have been mature, or clear, but I was fearless. I learned to harness my intuitive …

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Go for the Gold 2018 on September 15

Please consider supporting families with children battling childhood cancer at this year’s Go for the Gold Run/Walk road and trail race. This is the 2nd annual race and we are pleased that it continues to honor Erin, as well as Sam Harmon. You can register for the race here (registration includes a Tshirt). You can …

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Musings for 9/3/2018

I just read a post somewhere unnamed, that may have been directed at me, regardless being preoccupied with life and coming and posting only ever 30 days or so. It stung. It’s true that I am preoccupied and that I am not present for anyone or anything except that which directly affects my day to …

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