May 15

The May 5 Energy Hangover!

Well, I began writing an article about the tremendous energies I experienced on May 5, 2012 on May 6. I didn’t get very far! I already felt overwhelmed and I knew I wasn’t hitting the mark with what I wanted to say. Actually, I had that “empty” and tired feeling you get when you’ve spent a day at the pool in the sun and water. I don’t know why, but that is a very distinct feeling and that’s exactly what I felt like. As the week went on I edited what I wrote once or twice, but I was still wiped out. What little energy I had was spent on family (having a child wears you out all by itself!), and on my 3D job that pays the bills.

I have the pleasure of being responsible for a lot of humans with my job. I say that as a joke, actually, because in the end I really do find that I care for and like most of them, even when they act like an idiot and are doing anything except for what we’re paying them to do. And before you judge me for calling anyone an idiot, keep in mind that just last December we had someone poop in the urinal at the office. I would like to think that they temporarily lost their mind. But I digress.

So last Wednesday I had a trying day as I had to leave my home office and go spend the day at the local office on personnel issues. The move to a home office was actually a blessing, because for the most part I get to ride out these energies without having others to drain my energy field. Not so last Wednesday. I came home dead tired and was thrilled that no one was home. I laid down to take a nap but couldn’t sleep much. It was like the fatigue was overridden by the intense bombardment of energy that was still going on.

On Thursday morning at 5am I woke up with a headache. I knew what to do…asked my husband to get me the nasal spray and the aspirin and I thought by the time MY alarm went off I’d be fine. Uh-uh. I kept the headache until sometime on Friday May 11. And by that time I had taken more aspirin than I should have, which made me feel bad all by itself.

May 11 was my 15th wedding anniversary, and we had planned to do some stuff that we consider fun. I was excited and had asked for the day off of work. I got as far as lunch and got the worst case of the big “D” that I have had in ages! Afterward I was pooped (no pun intended!) and had to take a nap. Again, very intense fatigue that was almost overridden by the intense energy I could feel coming in. At one point I felt that “after pool” feeling again. I was still being cleaned out. It was intense!!

Truthfully I felt terrible all weekend. And this morning, I realized that I feel like I had a several day long hangover. I won’t lie – I used to love to drink alcohol and while I still love beer, it doesn’t agree with my body or my spiritual path’s work. But I submit that those of you who have ever had a bad hangover will never forget what it feels like!

The best I can describe what happened to me during this last week is that I was “burned out” and “burned up” in a sense. The energy really cleansed me of what I did not need in my being, hence the bout with the big D as I lovingly call it, and also the hangover feeling (which you would get if you were burning off alcohol!). And I really, really wanted to write about it, but darn it, I just couldn’t I felt so bad.

I know that some of you, too, got a really big dose of it and hopefully you took good care of yourself. You may have seen others around you waking up even, and hopefully you were able to help them. I have seen in several newsletters that I receive that more energy is coming. I see the activity on the sun and last night on the local radar, I saw a HAARP ring for the first time. I have had some really interesting and intense dream state activity as well. So we are in for some big changes.

Right now I’m “keeping my head above water…” (yes, I’m singing the “Good Times” theme song!), but wishing you all well as you navigate through these interesting energy times.

Namaste!
Anna

May 02

Synchronicity Abounds!

What an interesting day I’ve had today! I was guided to go to the Galactic Free Press forum – I had not yet visited that portion of their website – and I found a post that Kem said I should respond to. It was a very nice lady who was experiencing some fear about the ETs, and she had assumed they were all of the same mindset. So I responded to her explaining some were nice, some not so nice, etc. Just like people.

After a couple of posts, she signed her name ET and said “these really are my initials!” Well that was funny, but I didn’t see anything other than a cute coincidence at that point.

When I returned to my work email, I had a note from a local technical college who wanted us to participate in their PAC. If that wasn’t enough, it was from…ET. I won’t give that lady’s name, but her initials were also ET and it actually read for her name “ET at 116.” The PAC is being held on May 9. Let’s sum up:

  • ET “contact” twice in the midst of an hour today
  • PAC – realized later that it wasn’t the same initials as Sheldan Nidle’s PAO’s, but that was the gist that my guides told me at the time I received it. They called it Planetary Action Committee.
  • 116 – I was born at 1:16am – rebirth?
  • Happens May 9, which is the date that the man doing the Timewave Zero synopsis said that the novelty period ends on. Also, 5/9 = 14 = 5, which is the number of change. If you add the year 2012 to the mix, it’s a 1 which is unity.

I make no predictions here, but that was the most fun I’ve had in several days and can’t wait to see what pans out.

I seem to recall from a couple of wonderful YouTube’s I’ve seen on May astrology that we have a long bout of positive synchronicity. Perhaps this is a case of that. We will see!

Anna

May 02

Timewave Zero Update

Thank you Galactic Free Press for posting this for me to find!

May 01

Why It’s Okay

I have to say that I find myself despondent lately when I read all of the hope going around on the internet about the new financial system and the escape from tyrrany. Yes, despondent. I know that sounds crazy but it’s true, but with good reason. I wanted to write a few days ago about those reasons, but Kem told me that all I would do was create an argument for myself about the who’s and the why’s, and he asked me not to do it. Now I can see what I really needed to write about.

I need to write about why it’s okay if things completely collapse. Let’s emphasize that IT’S OKAY if the shit hits the fan!! Yeah, well, it may be uncomfortable but it’s okay and we (I, you, us) will be okay. As much as we would like for it not to, everything moves in cycles and the destruction/creation cycle is one of those givens. As we grow as souls, we may be able to change the circumstances of the destruction, but an ending is an ending. All programs end. As a HUman, I’m honestly not sure if I prefer a grand finale, huge  cataclysm or if I prefer a blink and poof! we’re gone! sort of scenario. But my multidimensional layers of self know that it’s okay. It’s really okay. I’ve probably done this before, many of us have, and our spirits live on even if our physical bodies happen to die.

And think of this…as spirits our primary goals are to grow right? We often grow the most through the greatest adversity. Why else would all of us advanced souls have incarnated now if not for the huge growth potential? I can’t imagine why! This is some hard stuff! And guys, we are experiencing stuff SO fast right now! Adversity can’t possibly last for long, can it? Well, if it does, we’ve trained for this, too.

Now, aside from the multidimensional aspects of our journey, we are living in a broken system. Great vision, broken system. Our financial system is broken, our representative government is broken, everything is broken. Even the air we breathe and the foods we eat – broken, poisoned. And being non-violent citizens of the universe, striving for peace and loving our brothers and sisters, we would never take drastic measures ourselves to bring this to an ending. But the universe is already heading there, so why not just ride this roller coaster and let it run its course? Do you really believe that the powers that be are going to allow another system to be put into place? Do you really believe that they will be on “your side?” I can’t help but think of the Pink Floyd lyrics to Wish You Were Here in regards to this stream of consciousness.

Let’s have those be rhetorical questions for now, because that wasn’t the intent of my blog post today. My main point is that maybe putting our hope into one specific outcome – our eggs into one basket – is too damn specific. Maybe hoping for a 3D outcome will bring us…more 3D. Maybe we are not supposed to know the outcome of this movie. Maybe…well there are a lot of maybe’s.

Hope is a wonderful thing. I hope this movie ends soon. I want to have an intermission and then see the next one! But I have lost all delusions of knowing just exactly what the outcome of this movie will be. I just hope for something better, something different. I do know that we will all be participants in the outcome, whatever it may turn out to be. And if it does turn out to be all of the stuff I’m currently reading – and disagreeing with – well so be it. It’s Okay.

Namaste,

Anna

May 01

Earth Doesn’t Orbit the Sun?

Well this is interesting!! Worth sharing…

Thank you Galactic Free Press for the initial share!

May 01

May 5 Solar Eclipse

Very good stuff here. Had to share!

Thank you Galactic Free Press for the initial share!

Apr 16

Thanks so much…NOT

Thank you to whomever hacked me again. I had to start over…again. Such nice people. Yes, I’m a bit miffed. To those of you who may be reading, I’ll get the content up as soon as I can but some of it is probably lost. I couldn’t recover anything. And I was bad and didn’t save copies of the new stuff.

Anna