Ok, so I was wrong. Tomorrow is the last day of August 🙂 And on that day I have a lunch scheduled with my mother’s 2nd husband, Jerry. For some reason he likes my company, and in the many years that have passed I have let go of my disdain and anger towards him. He …
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Aug 29
Musings for 8/29/2016
August is almost over! Yes! It is my most terrible month, symbolizing all that is horrible in my world. But you knew that already. What some of you may not know is that it used to be a favorite month, because it’s the month of my birthday. I used to celebrate ME a lot. So …
Aug 24
Musings for 8/24/2016
It is so hard to keep hope alive when you see the physical world crashing all around you. In recent few weeks, I have seen more people diagnosed as “eaten up with” cancer (as we say in the south). I have seen people with heart problems which are serious. I have seen people plunged into …
Jul 11
Musings for 7/11/2016
It seems that I spend most of my days in complete and utter dread. Every day brings me closer to some anniversary of something that I wish had not occurred, brings me pain, and that I have to try to ignore. I have been on hyper sensitive mode lately, so if you think I have …
Jul 05
Musings for 7/5/2016
Oh boy am I depressed. I hate to admit it, mostly to myself, because it feels so damn bad and I don’t want to have to face facts that I feel this shitty. Two years ago we had a lovely July 4th, watched fireworks with Erin and friends at the Hampton House and it was …
Jun 27
Musings for 6/27/2016
Undercurrents…of ??? Many things. I see undercurrents everywhere these past few days and while there is progress, there is a lot of unseen happening all around us. That’s not news, because there always is, but what I see isn’t necessarily on the positive spectrum. They upset me too, these undercurrents. And truthfully I don’t like …
Jun 20
Musings for 6/20/2016
For the last several years, Erin and I would color beautiful mandalas for the Summer Solstice and then go spend some time outside in nature. We would read summer solstice stories that almost always involved fairies and other elemental creatures, and of course their gratitude for the life-giving light of the sun. I don’t do …
Jun 13
Musings for 6/13/2016
In my I Love You post today, I focused (as I do every day) on Love. Love is sort of is a binding agent in a way, and thus focuses on our similarities. But right now I want to talk about our differences. I could not do that in my FB post because really, I …
Jun 11
Musings for 6/11/2016
It’s as if my fingers are on auto-pilot because I have no idea what to say today, yet here I am typing. I will try my best not to bore you. I was talking with a few friends earlier today about what people call clearing, or emotional clearing. It was a topic this week on …
Apr 13
Musings for 4/13/2016
I began writing yesterday but it was more moaning and groaning, so I scrapped it and moved on. On the one hand, what’s the use of writing a blog if you don’t write. But I at least try to help others through my experiences and feelings, as well as express, and I just didn’t feel …